compiuz??

i wish u like me.. i wish u love me.. i wish u miss me..
i wish u will be my soulmate.. i wish what i wish become true.. amin~~


But i stil compiuz wif myself.. i still compiuz either u love me or not?? i hate it if u juz said "love" just in your mouth.. n u not meant it.. damn!! i hate it soo much.. kadang2 hidup ni pelik.. ape yang kite harapkan.. tak slalu nya kite dapat.. but i know... everything happen coz a reason.. sape kita nak menghalang kehendak Nya.. hanya Dia yang tahu ape yang terbaik untuk kite..
Dan kadang2 itulah kite rase hidup ny x fair langsung.. kite b'fikiran singkat!! 


Cinta..love??? which one?? erkkk..  ramai orang cakap "CINTA" itu menyakitkan?? betul ke??
 its totally FALSE.. CINTA itu indah.. LONELINESS is hurts..REJECTION is hurts and LOSSING someone that we love also hurts..LOVE is jus a feeling that will cover all your hurts and make it wonderful again..(:

Words of Love..

Cinta itu sebenarnya sangat berharga dan kita perlu mangambil masa yg m'cukupi utk mengenali seseorg itu sebelum m'lafazkan kata cinta padanya.


Apa erti cinta jika hanya melafaz dari mulut bukan dari hati??


Pernah tak korg mencari s'suatu brg yg d'perlukan tetapi tak jumpainya? sebalik nya apabila brg itu x d'perlukan, tanpa d'cari, ia ada d'dpn mata. oleh itu, jgn t'buru2 mencari cinta kerana ada k'mgkinan ia akan dtg pd kita ktika kita x m'burunya.


hidup memang memerlukan cinta, tp cinta bkn segala-galanya dlm k'hidupan.


jika kita kecewa b'cinta, jgn salahkan takdir kerana Tuhan lebih m'getahui apa yang terbaik untuk kita. dimana mungkin ia salah satu k'burukan, sedangkan ada bnyk hikmah t'sembunyi d'sebalik yang tidak kita sedari.


tak salah jika kita nak bersedih dan kecewa bila putus cinta.. tapi jgn la k'terlaluan smpai b'fikir n bertindak yg bukan-bukan.. bnyk lagi k'utamaan lain d'dalam k'hidupan ini dan bkn cinta s'mata2..

bleer song~

 sggt sggt sggt besh!! not only the music.. but the lyrics is soo awesome..this song sgt bermakne dlm idop aq.. it make me remind for ol my past life..
ye ke?? emm... tah la..):


pape pon.. life must go on.. tu sume it just dugaan hidup yang m'buat kite menjadi seorang yang lebih matang...(:

Silent love..

From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly about her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background and that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.


Because of the family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"


As the guy is not good with words, this often causes the girl to be very upset. With that and the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endures it in silence.
After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated and decided to further his studies overseas. 

Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"


The girl agreed, and with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in and agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged.


The girl went out to work, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails and phone calls. Though it was hard, they never thought of giving up.


One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was run over by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice ....


The doctor said that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.


During the stay in hospital, besides silent cry, ..... it was still just silent cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. Not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions and millions of replies, and countless of phone calls ... but all the girl could do was more crying ....


The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything and be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learned sign language and started a new life, telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. 

One day, her friend came and told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.


A year has passed and her friend came with an envelope containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. 

When she opened the letter, she saw her name in it instead.
When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." 

With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

you are soo amazing!

b'coz boy your amazing.. just the way u are.. ~~ <3

The True Of LOve.. (:

(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)


Girl: Slow down. I’m scared. 
Guy: No this is fun. 
Girl: No its not. Please, it’s too scary! 
Guy: Then tell me you love me. 
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! 
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. 
(Girl hugs him) 
Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? It’s bugging me.


In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived.


The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know.
Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.

Heppy Hippie Mom's Day !

Special for my MAMA.. SADIAH BINTI JAAFAR...


Hye MOM ! heppy Mother's Day.. thx for give all of your attention to me.. i'm very2 appreciate it.. (':

no one can replace u in my heart.. ONLY U MOM..
Soory for all my mistake.. saye manusia biase jugak yg always buat silap.. 


I know U love me.. and I want U to know that I love you too.. thx jugak coz u always support me.. Just Once... that is my MAMA.. (:

blind~blind of love

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend, who was always there for her. 

She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.


One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. 

Her boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" 

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him. 

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying: 

"Just take care of my eyes, dear."


This is how human brain changes when the status changes.
Only few remember what life was before, and who has always been there even in the most painful situations

love song~ (:

Love song for those who are in love... for me.. for you... for us.. and for everyone..
enjoy wif this song.. it make me believe yang semua orang boley bercinte.. not only me... u.. but all of us..(:


soo.. love someone sincere... not only love as beloved.. love everyone as ur frens... me also yeah!! gotcha... <3 <3

song for today..

If i heard this song.. it make me remind for someone...
someone yang aq pernah sayang at before.. but.. it doesn't meant now because everything is over now..
mase bercinte bukan main sanjung..lambong tinggi tapi bile da break.. yang indah da jadi buruk.. yg dulu d'sanjung sekarang d'kutok-kutok.. 


that is manusia... m'nakotkan...):

Heart Broken...

Once upon a time, there was a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl. Although at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. 

Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot see any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then ... 

Heartbroken, the guy agreed.


When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hard work and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company. 

"You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!"


One rainy day, while the guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore. He had his own company, car, house, etc. He had made it in life!


Before the guy can realize, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and he got out of his car and followed them ... and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone ... and he saw his precious paper cranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. 

He walked over and asked them how this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him.


She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. 

The guy just wept ...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.

Sad love story...

One night a boy and girl were driving home from the movies. The guy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed and that it was time to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket and passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.
Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out and read it.
" Without your love, I would die."

love song for u!!

Love this song soo much.. its soo romantic.. (:

kan bagus kalau the reality of love cam ni.. no crying..no heartbroken.. n cm2 la..

LOVE like a DRAMA~~

love..love...love...

orang cakap di permulaan hidup adalah

 kegagalan yg kte

hadapi..

Betol keer??

Org pon suke ckp cinte 2 bute.. Tp bkn ke kte

yg bute coz x pndai nk cntrol n menilai??

Bt 4 sure everyting happen 4 a reason..

Nobody wants to get involved in any problem

 that

 related to LOVE..

So do i..


Salah ke klau kte x time org 2 as a BF??

Da kte xnk..

4 what if we r not sincere??

Love make me sick..

B'coz of LOVE, so many gurls pretending is

other person, try to be extraordinary even

 through

they know they cn't..

Do silly thing just because of love..


Love makes gurls become a DRAMA QUEEN n i hate

that so much..

But when we accept him n start to love him.. Y

he just ignore us just like dat??

Started to do something that really
 irratating..


To me..FRENZ 4EVER, BOYZ WATEVER..

n u guys ot there cn't accept when there is

comparison bot them bcoz.. 'LELAKI SUMENYER

SAME JE'


Bt certain of them r not n dat minor of guy r

supposed to b respected..

So guys.. Plez gve sme rspect to gurls ok??

LOVE is not a big thing.. Bt if u hve found ur

true love, try to face it but not let it..

Control urself..

Love is really such a...

'' GREATEST THINGS''..SO JGN BURUKN IA DGN

PERKARA YG X SPATOTNYER..

HancUss!!

Pull-shit!! stress..stress..stress!!

apeew la yang aq dah jawab tok paper pg tadiee... wuuu~~ :'(

its totally different dari past year..
*mood:: frust...